I've tried not to let anyone in until now
I guess conversations never allow
and I've been feeling like I'm on some sort of merry-go-round
And I know, I know, yeah I know, I know

And I've tried not to let anyone in until now
It took time for me to figure it out
and when I feel like I'm complacent with my head in the clouds
I know, I know, yeah I know, I know

and every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...

You make me feel like a lavender sweater
when I'm caught in bad weather,
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
when I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art

Dear God, I hope you hear me

And I've tried not to let anyone in until now
Misunderstandings are an easy way out
And I've been feeling all this pressure just to figure it out
And I know, don't know, yeah I know, don't know

And I know that if I just stay strong I can make it
and try harder when I just can't take it
And when everything around me feels so broken and jaded
I know, yeah I know, I know

and every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...

You make me feel like a lavender sweater
When I'm caught in bad weather
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
when I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art

It's kinda warped, but it's picking up slowly
I don't know, but I can if you'll show me
I guess sometimes it takes more than just fake conversations
to feel like I know that
It's kinda hard when I'm planning for something
to get across this hole without jumping
I guess sometimes it takes more than
just false information to find out who we are

went to fish and co for dinner with jaslyn and miranda. amanda's supposed to come laa, but her mum didn't let, so much for walking to the last carriage or the first, whatever.
WAS SUPER DUPER FULL. and as usual, miranda being miranda.... and i was only a little loser today : D
but on the bus was super embarassing, i almost toppled over :/ ALMOST only laa.
2.4's tmr. i'm gonna die.
i'm super sleepy i shall go to bed soon.