the stuff that happened during chalet was really really unexpected. as in, i knew that we would definitely cry, but not because of that. i thought we would just be crying because of the usual usual "i will miss you". but yeah surprisingly, we didn't even cry because of that. i think it's because now we really have faith in our friendship, that it will stay strong. and that we believe that it will carry on, years beyond. and that's why we are not afraid that things would be different next year, or the year after next and so on. and yeah, friendship and is all about trust, and that we really had during chalet. the chalet has given me much, and i took away alot.
and i know i'm contradicting myself, because i don't open up. and i'm sorry, cos' i've never told anyone my problems, not in my whole life. it's not that i don't trust all of you but yeah, it's just that i don't tell. but i promise i'll try okay, and someday i believe i will : D i'll try.
hey, but it was already a ummm great milestone that i actually cried okay. i don't usually cry in front of people, and i'm sure all of you knew that (:
BUT REALLY, YOU ALL ROCK : D