okay. now i can make it for the YBC gathering. BUT BUT!i have no idea what's with my mum. she said. oh cannot confirm now. when the time comes i will let you know whether you can go. WTH la! i'm supposed to confirm by today. so what do isay. oh. my mum says that when the times come then i will know whether i can go. hello. that's such a ____answer. I CAN'T STAND HER!

and this morning. she asked me about my subject combination. then i was like i want to take DOUBLES. and then she went. NO. you take triple science. WHATEVER LA! then i was like WHAT! and suffer with physics for 2 years. NO WAY LA! and then she went. if you dont like it then you can drop it in JC. right. and then i said. i want to take doubles. and then she went. i dont want you to be influenced by your friends! .......PISSIFYING! i was almost gonna scream at her okay. i'm not influenced by my friends. it's just good that they are taking the same combination as me. and like i'm the one studying not you. HOW TO GROW TO LEARN PHYSICS? okay. then she doesnt have the right to blame me if i flunk all my subjects cos i cant freakin cope and i dont like the subject. and then she said that i treated her like she doesnt know anything and that i dont talk to her properly and whatever la! HELLO. she was so pissing me off. and i was writing jiaying a letter at that point of time. and now its all in scribbles. SORRY JIAYING. hehe. but whatever. isn't subject combination supposed to be MY choice. not hers. and it's amazing how mums can go on nagging and linking this to the other. I WAS SO GONNA EXPLODE already la! "you talk to me properly". "don't think i don't know anything". "you can grow to like physics". RIGHT! irritating.



THIS IS MY LIFE. and i choose what i want to do with it. but what can i say. when the subject combination requires your signature. UGH.