okay fine. i admit it. i actually forgot that i had a blog till hannah reminded me. but whatever. i dont think anyone reads this blog anyway. i dont tell anyone i have one.

me and miranda's craze over him has been over i guess. it was just infatuation. the passing wind. LALALA. i can't believe we stayed up till 12 plus to talk on the phone about HIM. thats so. OMG. whatever la!

OHWELL. its been such a long time since i last blogged. HMMM. busy person? i guess not. just lazy. plain lazy. LAZING AROUND seems to be my forte. argh.monolouging too : DHEH! sometimes i can't stand myself. i know SO WELL that i have so much work to do. and yet. argh. irritating. I CAN MULTI-TASK. but i don't know whether it's good or bad. and by multi-tasking i mean. sitting in front of the television, with it the computer and then with my work laid out in front of me. occasionally with a REFRESHMENT somewhere out there. I GUESS IT's BAD. cos i know very well that i cannot concentrate. ARGH. butbut. okay i shall find no more excuses. LALALA. what should i say. this entry shall be all that i remember. cos its been like almost 1 month. LALALA
i'm watching DREAMCATCHER now. but i'm not even following the story. okay i'm not even TRYING to. whatever la. i dont really care.
since 1july, things have been going on QUITE WELL. and by quite i meant quite. with a little not well la. but i dont know what's the NOT WELL. but yeah, there's a not well. AIYA. i dont even understand myself. i'm just crapping. WHATEVER LA.

NCC(AIR)
this is sad. debbie is not coming for our trainings anymore ):
OHOH! and i remember. we were having this water parade ONE FINE DAY. before PT. and then, we were supposed to do a CHEER. and me and miranda cleverly volunteered to LEAD THE CHEER. and when we went up we REALISED that we were supposed to do a cheer related to WATER. and so . we impromtu la. and came up with a SUPER RETARDED cheer can.
here it goes.

What you wanna drink ah?
WATER WATER!
What you wanna drink ah?
WATER WATER!
What for?
THIRSTY!
What for?
THIRSTY!

GOOOOOOOOOO WATERRRRRRRRRRRR!

tsktsk, so retarded. i can't believe i did that. YUCK. hehe. but me and miranda. what can you expect. me miranda and amanda would be totally crazy. no luh. actully is me and miranda = retarded and crazy. me and amanda= laughing fits (ask those who went out with us before,esp for lunch. or you can try going out with us sometime : D)



i've missed TWO malay lessons. and i'm gonna miss another one this tuesday AGAIN. ARGH. the first one was because of GOH rehearsal. the second cos i went to support bball. actually i could have gone back. but due to peer pressure (miranda, jiaying,kristie,eenette,zann.jessica,hannah-you all know what i'm talking about, keep telling me not to go back to school la!) aiya. but it's not your fault la, i know. I SHOULDN'T HAVE SUCCUMMED TO PEER PRESSURE! LALALA. but if i knew that i wouldn't be able to make it for the coming lesson i wouldn't have skipped it. AIYA. but what can i do. turn back time? NOWAY. but it was fun and exciting and nerve-breaking watching bball. hello, my heart almost jumped out. we made a banner for hannah! heh! NICE PEOPLE : D sacrifaced our recess kay. and didn't even have time to eat lunch. the banner is so nice la. i mean like duh. its made by us. right hannah? HEH! okay i know im ego but i cant help it. its just me (i think)LALALA. and then we left class and then we reached there and then we walk down and then we go into the hall and then we sit down and then we watch and then we scream and then we jump(okay maybe not) me,miranda,eenette KEEP ON SCREAMING AND SCREAMING. and then SCREAMING AND SCREAMING. and then SHOUTING AND SHOUTING. aiyo. especially during the second half of the 3rd quarter to the end of the game. aiyo. NO VOICE AH. BUT IT WAS WORTH IT : D . they won the match : D. YAY! and now i have to treat hannah to ice cream.(i mean like i already knew i confirm have to even before the match)HEH! island creamery it shall be. and it's just a matter of when since both of us are BUSY people.you go decide a day la! tsktsk. you are the busy one lor. HANNAH! all the best for the nationals : D LOVE YOU LOADS and you ROCK THE COURT : D! YAY! LALALA.hmm. but i feel really bad not going back for malay. i bet my teacher's super pissed at me. and it's no excuse kay. i could have rushed back in time. it was just a matter of whether i wanted to. my mum was pissed at me too. AIYA. but whatever la. I KNOW! i shall be a good girl and ask my teacher for all the WS that i missed and then i go home and do work myself. : D what a WONDERFUL PLAN. (And see, i told you monolouging is my forte. and there i go again. i bet no one ever reads this blog so im just monolouging AGAIN.) LALALA. okay then we went to BUGIS JUNCTION. we decided to go eat PASTA MANIA. and there was actually a 30% discount so yeah. AND THEN WE STARTED EATING. and i was the first to finish. so miranda,eenette,jiaying,jessica and kristie stared at me and said. OKAY. so shes not anorexic. HAHAHA! whatever la. duh of course im not. you should see how much i eat okay. LALALA. and then I waited and waited for the rest to finish. and then miranda was SUPER GROSS. she took the cheese powder and started shaking it onto her spoon. okay but that was not so bad. then after that eenette saw it and did it too. so me jiaying kristie and jiaying were like surrounded by 2 disgusting people. YUCK. we dont know them la.its so UNGLAM. what's worse is, miranda decided to take off the cover and POUR the cheese powder out. HOW AUNTIE CAN SHE GET! AIYO. we were so so so so embarassed. luckily there were not many pple there la. and cos miranda ordered the pasta is watery watery type and then some cheese powder fell inside and it looked really gross. like VOMIT like that. and then i told that to her. and she started laughing so much and there was cheese on her spoon. i was so scared she would laugh into the cheese and hten all the cheese would fly to me. how interesting. OKAY.DONE AT PASTAMANIA. then we went to MACDONALDS. i didnt dare to eat the mcflurry cos of a BAD EXPERIENCe. UGH. so we bought the 60cents cone. and then eenette ah. she purposely put the ice cream all over her lips. claiming to COOL HER SUNBURN. hahaha. so funny la she. and then i forgot what happened but she started laughing non-stop and she laughs real funnily and so the rest of us looked at each other. looked at her. and we started laughing too. HAHAHA! and then the grossest thing happened okay. i was going to take a picture with eenette. with her holding her ice cream come. and apparently she put it at her mouth there. and just as i was leaning over and the picture was about to be taken. she LAUGHED into the ice cream. and the ICE CREAM SPLATTED ONTO MY NECK! YUCK. so gross la pls. HAIYO. then then after that we went window shopping then go home. YAY!

oh! and i talked to LOOK LOOK on msn like 2 days ago. and she tried to trick the INNOCENT AND GULLIBLE me. argh. she said that she was staying in a resort on a high high mountain (which i believe) BUT. she said. she could see me in my house, wearing a T-shirt and smiling at the computer. hello. im not THAT retarded. and of course i would be wearing a shirt. if not naked ah. AIYO. CHEAT ME! i shall wish her ALL THE BEST for her competition. GO SYLVIA LOOK! you can do it. but i dont think she will ever get to see this well-wishing cos i bet she doesnt even know i have a blog. AHAH.

i feel so bad not being able to celebrate eenette's birthday with her today. SORRY EENETTE! i have piano lesson today la. and my mum thinks that it is too rushed, i will MAKE IT UP : D. somehow. and miranda just had to make me feel bad by telling me that she cancelled her tuition class just for this. butbut. i have my reasons okay. if the piano lesson wasnt $50+ i would have. and my mum pays for my piano. AND. you think i dont wanna get a make-up lesson. I CANT! so stop making me feel bad! ARGH. like i dont wanna give her a surprise. it's just that i can't make it. AND miranda you are pissed at me right. i bet you are. cos you didnt even reply my sms. SORRY LA! EENETTE! LOVE YOU LOADS! happy EARLY birthday! i will stay up till 12 to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY! : D YAY.

and kristie! you better reply me letter cause i stayed up just to reply you. (HOHO. i just recieved your sms) HELLO. at the risk of having BIGGER EYEBAGS okay. i mean like how nice can i get? but yeah. YOU SHOULD COME ONLINE MORE OFTEN THEN WE CAN TALK MORE. DONT SAY I DONT TALK TO YOU LA PLS. I DO! HAIYO. you just be a HAPPY GIRL okay : D. don't think too much : D i'll be there for you (EEEE! SO CHEESY I CANT STAND IT!) aiya. but you get the idea. LOVE YOU LOADS TOO!

i shall start practising lip-reading now. cos i cant. and sometimes it really sucks when you dont want someone to hear what you are saying and yet the person whom you are talking to dont know what you are mouthing. LALALA.

HMM> OHOH! and yesterday (FRIDAY). hannah asked me and jovina what day it was. and we said it was THURSDAY (on purpose, mind you)..HEH! and then we started crapping alot. saying that she pon training on wednesday when her nationals are next week. and then said she was retarded bring her shoe bag to school when there was no training. and then she actually went to the extent of asking the chinese teacher for the DAY okay. HAHAHA! but whatever la. haha. sorry for cheating you la. HEH!

OH AND. our report is going to be sent to australia : D YAY! but i shant get my hopes too high in case the australians over there dont like our report. LALALA. but we are supposed to go there like just before our eoys. which means that we would be missing IMPORTANT lessons and missing out on precious time to revise. ARGH. but sitll. i shall just remain neutral. can go then good lor cannot go then i dont really care. OKAY. im a deprived kid. i havent been to australia.

hmm hmm. had CIP yesterday. IT WAS SO BORING LA. i almost fell asleep STANDING. okay i was just exaggerating. but whatever. MY EYES ALMOST POPPED looking at the readings. i was in charge of the forward squat jumping which was something like SBJ but like 10 people could jump la. AIYo. and then after that we, the RGS girls were supposed to form a square for the student's endurance run. i was standing at the corner. which meant running the HIGHEST risk of getting hit by the running kids who SWERVED at the corners. jutting their elbows and slamming my hands. OUCH. i wonder how many skin cells i lost. and then when the run started. it was like. EARTHQUaKE. the whole floor was shaking. tsktsk. and i just had to stand there. getting hit. poor me. AND THEN. me and amanda went home tgt. and we were standing for 1h. from jurong east to tampines. IMPROVE OUR STAMINA LA HUH. aiyo. right hannah. when you invent those wings, give them to me. LALALA


OOH. chinese ying yong wen is next week. AY. the workload is. DRIVING ME NUTS. i just made myself geog notes. which was quite pointlesss cos i merely copied all the stuff onto a blank piece of paper. it was just to REASSURE myself that i had done SOME FORM of revision and preparation. self-deception. i know. i haven't been paying attention in class. and i have been sleeping real late this few days. LOOK AT MY EYEBAGS. yes jovina and hannah. i know that no one would want to look at my eyesbags. but still... okay fine. i shan't care. but sometimes i get really tired. tired of this life. tired of everything.tired of school. but you guys out there just made things look bright again : D YAY!

camp feast is on the 20th and 21st of august. and history SA just had to fall on 22nd august. which meant that we would be dead tired when we are taking the history SA. and what's more its the first block . and we wont have time to revise the previous days. AIYA. we wanted to ask for it to be brought forward(nccair people), but i guess it was rejected. whatever la! so irritating. and now we can't enjoy camp feast(supposed to be a fun camp) cos we would be too busy worrying for our history SA. how interesting. ARGH.

OH AND MATH. i'm gonna fail my SA this time. I SERIOUSLY WILL. unless i start bucking up. which i will TRY to. i mean TRY! argh. you get the idea. okay maybe you dont. some of you might. those who know me. HAHA! hello she's going so fast. okay at least for me. cause i'm just oh so dumb and slow and stupid. but what can i do. alter my brain? wait till i find such a thing huh..i broke my french curve into 2. dont ask me how. cos i dont know either.

HEH! i'm on a ZIG craze. i bought like 7 at one go cos i was out with my mum and i THOUGHT she would pay for it. but then after she paid for it she was like. oh so it's $14, your pocket money this week $36. I WAS LIKE. WHAT!!!! ARGH. but she hasnt deducted yet. i shall pray she forgot. HEH! LALALA.

sometimes i ask myself why i detest you and i really cant find a reason. i try to accept you and just when i thought things were getting better. you just had to make it worse. but at least you are better than last time now. i remeber how you used to hate me. WHY THE SUDDEN CHANGE?
i know im being mean but i cant help it. i cant pretend nothing happened cos it did. but i dont really care. cos you dont matter to me AT ALL. i dont think i even consider you a friend or rather CONSIDERED you a friend before or should i say CONSIDERED CONSIDERING you as a friend.
i really feel like a hypocrite sometimes. but it isnt really my fault. i just dont wanna make you feel miserable(IM SO NICE. I KNOW). oh my acting skills. HAHA. oh no. i'm spoiling the mood again(that's what kristie always says i do. but what to do. i just dont want things to seem so solemn and depressing. i wonder if that's good.



WOAH. that was LONG. but yeah. i shan't dwell on it anymore. at least in this post. LALALA. apple wen keep calling me LAZY. okay i know i am. whatever la! you know how long it takes to send like one picture. i dont have that time. HAHA. actually i dont bother. haiya. next time you pass me your thumbdrive then i save the photos in la kay : D YAY! anyway. im planning to use all the photos we took and make a video as a MEMORY of our sec2 year. SO SWEET right. ohyeah, so we shall take more photos and you all must contribute photos too. people like kristie who dont want to take photos and all those who havent take photos with us before better find one fine day to do so. ahha! actually not. not EVERYBODY is going to be in the video. oh you get the idea. aiya. i dunno la. but it's supposed to be like within us you know. HAHA! okay i dont know and i dont think you so. so whatever.) and i dont wanna think about the end of the year. argh. being separated. OHNONONO!

hMMMMMMMMM.
aiyo its 11.32 i shall sleep at 12+. HMM. yeah : D

OH HOHO! and on one day. hmm i think thursday. I WAS one a LOVE-LETTER WRITING CRAZE. all because eenette got me to write her one. and then i wrote her one. and then i started asking natalie if she wanted my OH SO PRECIOUS love letter. not everybody will get okay. and then she say she dont want. she wants a LIKE letter. WHATEVER LA! haha. so being the nice girl i am. i wrote her a LIKE LETTER. and then she said what i wrote the eenette was so cheesy and whatever la, natalie i know you are JUST JEALOUS! HAHAHAH! it's not the SICK love kay. i'm straight! it's friendship love. natalie you are deprived! tsktsk. HAHAHA. and then i wrote kristie a love letter too. and then i had this SUPER NICE POEM : D
here goes.

huiyi is nice.
huiyi is cool.
huiyi is pretty.
and so are you! : D

isn't it so wonderful! haha. and then i wrote that poem to chelsea and hannah during the geog block. and then hannah wrote 2 poems. it was so.....okay nehmind. chelsea jovina and hannah . we all know. HAHA!

this is such a long post. tsktsk.

miranda.....WHY YOUR COMPUTER SPOIL. AIYO TSKTSK. but whatever la. i bet even if you came online you wouldn't talk to me. cos you are ohsopissed. sorry okay. miranda miranda! we must not lose touch with YBC okay : D YAY! love you loads : D LALALA.

i'm so gonna fail my piano exam. hello. i barely passed my internal okay. i got 103. (okay i'm saying it here cos only a few people read this, or rather no one. ) okay but at least i passed. but my piano teacher wants me to get DISTINCTION. its so. argh nehmind. I WANT TO LEARN GUITAR.my dad says okay. but my mum says wait till i take my piano exam and look at my results first. whatever la! i shall work towards that goal la huh. YAY! GO HUIYI!
sometimes i really wish piano wasn't just about taking exams. which is learning the pieces, playing the same 3 songs over and over again. doing scales. aural. when i cant freakin sing. sight-reading. and i suck at that. LIKE. i learn piano so that i can be able to play songs. like not just getting the grade. what's the point. but apparently that's what everybody sees in it. okay by that i meant my mum. my piano teacher. ARGH. what can i do.

oh and me and miranda took 518 home this day and we started talking bout stuff. it's interesting how we can link stuff together. HAHA! we started talking bout something and then somehow we linked to this INTROVERT and EXTROVERT stuff. hahaha. and we spent the rest of the journey talking about it. like who's an introvert and who's an extrovert. and blah blah blah. andand. hello. ALOT OF PEOPLE HAVE REALLY BAD FIRST IMPRESSIONS OF ME. almost all the people i am close to now have bad first impressions of me. whatever la!eenette,miranda,jiaying,jessica chan,kristie. jessica juwono and huanying too : D. i bet alot of others too. just that they dont tell me. HEH! OKAY FINE. maybe i really didnt smile during the first few days of school. and that was because i couldn't find a reason to. LALALA. ohoh. and we started talking about what we regretted too. shan't say too much here. LALALA. but i guess nothing can be changed now (OH.its all so cliched) LALALA!

you know what. i just realised i have been loving alot of people in this post. LALALAed alot in this post. AIYOed alot in this post. TSKTSK. can't stand it. but what can i do. ohyes. i have been ARGHing quite a number of times too. HEH!


I PLEDGE TO TRY TO KEEP THIS BLOG ALIVE AND WORKING(and that is if i find time to, or rather, feel like it) !


OHWELL. i don't know what else to say already, SO YEAH. BYEBYE! ohno. who says BYEBYE in a post. so retarded. AIYA. whatever la. its gonna be eenette's birthday in 3 minutes, i shall go countdown for her : D YAY!